It’s really hard when there’s someone in your life that everyone in your life wants you to cut off, but you want to forgive that person. And you think, should i forgive the person? Or should I cut the person off? How do you decide what to do? I’m so tired of things not working out. It’s one thing after another with these romantic relationships, man. They end up dead or else bad things happen. How hard is it to meet and fall in love with a stable, sexually attractive guy? Apparently, impossible. It seriously makes me so sad. I’m trying to think positive but life is too short for all of this. I despair of ever, ever having what it seems like every other motherfucking person on earth has (even though I know not everyone does, it just appears that way.)
We’re in a freefall into future. We don’t know where we’re going. Things are changing so fast, and always when you’re going through a long tunnel, anxiety comes along. And all you have to do to transform your hell into a paradise is to turn your fall into a voluntary act. It’s a very interesting shift of perspective and that’s all it is… joyful participation in the sorrows and everything changes.
― Joseph Campbell